Wednesday, July 2, 2008
heyy, many good things happened to me ytd.
i have gotten my cheque for this month.$.$
i have gotten my pay for one of my tution..$$.$$
my boss(4th one, male) gave me a fountain pen(thanking me for helping him)...
not bad right?
but many bad things happened to me too.
i shall not go into details, just too saddening... :(
Felt bullied once again, felt angry at them (the ugliness of the ppl!)...
im feeling the incredibly toxic of holding grudges onto ppl who are MEAN to me,
felt suffocated, and wrapped up in a lot of hurt and pain...
Forgiveness is the fragrance of the violet which still clings fast to the heel that crushed it
i know, that i will feel better if i let go...
easy to say, hard to do.
God, please give me strength...to let go...!
i have gotten my cheque for this month.$.$
i have gotten my pay for one of my tution..$$.$$
my boss(4th one, male) gave me a fountain pen(thanking me for helping him)...
not bad right?
but many bad things happened to me too.
i shall not go into details, just too saddening... :(
Felt bullied once again, felt angry at them (the ugliness of the ppl!)...
im feeling the incredibly toxic of holding grudges onto ppl who are MEAN to me,
felt suffocated, and wrapped up in a lot of hurt and pain...
Forgiveness is the fragrance of the violet which still clings fast to the heel that crushed it
i know, that i will feel better if i let go...
easy to say, hard to do.
God, please give me strength...to let go...!
what we could have been, 1:45 PM.
