Saturday, August 23, 2008
heyy, VIVACE was crowded. SMU with a small population and small campus actually has over a 100 cca(s). what a headache! i dont know which cca to join. there are 5 diff kind of dance groups(Modern, Hip hop, Latin, Ballroom, Ballet) *not counting Indian and Malay dance groups* im also interested in SMUX - skating, biking... and track team, volleyball, frisbee... OMG, so many.
Well, but up till now, my upmost priorities are 1.INDANCITY (modern dance) and 2.SMUX SKATING.
mayb i will join both...heehee
i went for my first lesson for facilitation and counselling. it was a diff kind of FEEL. it involves studies and understanding of human behaviour, inclined towards social sciences. i find it rather relevant, and it kind of aroused my interest...
however, im caught in a dilemma.
the class consists of 90% of year 3 students, im one of the exception, probably one and only year 1 student in the class. i feel kind of worried and scare; every1 is experienced, im the only noob. i feel that its inevitable that some problems may surface... like lets say communication problem?
what's on my mind now be: which cca to join. while what's on their mind now may be: which company to join for internship... they may have plenty of experiences to share about their CIP, peers evaluation, while i have none...
hai, am i thinking too much?
should i drop this course that i find interest in but have no sense of security in?
should i give it a try? ...
im feeling a little confuse. 2 choices i have to make.
Well, but up till now, my upmost priorities are 1.INDANCITY (modern dance) and 2.SMUX SKATING.
mayb i will join both...heehee
i went for my first lesson for facilitation and counselling. it was a diff kind of FEEL. it involves studies and understanding of human behaviour, inclined towards social sciences. i find it rather relevant, and it kind of aroused my interest...
however, im caught in a dilemma.
the class consists of 90% of year 3 students, im one of the exception, probably one and only year 1 student in the class. i feel kind of worried and scare; every1 is experienced, im the only noob. i feel that its inevitable that some problems may surface... like lets say communication problem?
what's on my mind now be: which cca to join. while what's on their mind now may be: which company to join for internship... they may have plenty of experiences to share about their CIP, peers evaluation, while i have none...
hai, am i thinking too much?
should i drop this course that i find interest in but have no sense of security in?
should i give it a try? ...
im feeling a little confuse. 2 choices i have to make.
what we could have been, 1:09 AM.
